Differences

It only feels like a week to me since i last blogged but in fact, it has been almost a month. Time flies for me but for some others, it just stands still. I am not sure if it is a good or bad thing. But at least some times, it tells me that i have to move on. I have to think about myself.

Others say that i have changed. Maybe i have. Maybe i have not. But one thing that i do know is that i am no longer as naive and gullible as i used to be. This life does not have space for such a person. Everyone has an agenda. Sometimes, we are all just playing a game but somewhere down the road, we all forgot that it was a game and become too serious about things. That, is where things start to go wrong or even ugly. But there is a game that i wish it is not one. Unfortunately, i have to tell myself that is it and make myself believe it more and more each day. For if i do not, i have no idea what will become of this game. I wish things were not like this. But we do not always get what we wish to have. That, is life.

Oh well..it is time to go pack my bags again.